I Miss You Cupcake

My husband has taken my laptop. My way on interacting with my online family. I do have another computer, this computer I am using right now but it doesn't feel like my computer therefore I do not have the urge to run to it and divulge all that is in my mind. Hopefully I will have my laptop back soon and be able to feel whole once more. Its amazing how the difference in whats yours and someone else things mean to you. How they affect you. Why do I have such a problem writing on this computer? It has the same internet, a keyboard and all the major amenities, but it does not have my information. It does not have my bookmarks, my history or documents. Without those simple things we take for granted, I am lost. For now this is the best I can do, but it is not my best only a mediocre version of my true self.