I Miss You Cupcake

My husband has taken my laptop. My way on interacting with my online family. I do have another computer, this computer I am using right now but it doesn't feel like my computer therefore I do not have the urge to run to it and divulge all that is in my mind. Hopefully I will have my laptop back soon and be able to feel whole once more. Its amazing how the difference in whats yours and someone else things mean to you. How they affect you. Why do I have such a problem writing on this computer? It has the same internet, a keyboard and all the major amenities, but it does not have my information. It does not have my bookmarks, my history or documents. Without those simple things we take for granted, I am lost. For now this is the best I can do, but it is not my best only a mediocre version of my true self.

I Give Jennifer Love Hewitt Props!

That girl can sing. I know its probably really late seeing as how she hasnt done anything in years but I guess like everyone I was skeptical to take her serious as an artist. Not sure how great all of her songs are, Im sure some lack cause hey no everyone can make the greatest album of all time (STP can of course) but she does have some really sweet songs. Top fave has to be Take My Heart Back and I'm Gonna Love You, if no one told you it was her you'd say 'Hey this is a really nice song.' Knowing it was her I still listened to a few of her songs and was impressed at her singing abilities I did not know she had it in her and I am very proud of her for putting herself out there.

Also with that have to say she is definitely a great role model for girls simply for the fact that she is a normal looking woman. She has a full bodied figure and doesn't hide it or try and change that. My husband may say she's a shitty actress but I still watch Ghost Whisperer when it comes on because in today's world she is way better than the so called 'actresses of today'. Go J. Love!

A Change Will Do You Good

Change is necessary in life for all. I have currently gone through what some consider a significant change. No I am not talking about my married to my husband, over 6 months by the way thank you very much. The change I have recently made is leaving my less than perfect job. It has been close to a year and a half that I worked at this place and in that time I made lots of friends, had good times, and bad, went through immense stress, worked hellish hours and made lots of money. Like most things though it had to come to an end and I chose to do it on my terms. I sent in my two weeks notice and the deed was done. But the story doesn't end there, oh no, there's more. My boss obviously did not like that I had take the initiative and of course the glory of firing me, away from me. So he decided he would just 'end things now'. I was told I would receive two checks, one for last week and one for this week, one which I have not worked yet. I would not be required to show up for work this week just simply pick up my check and part ways. Some may say I was fired I say I resigned and he just put a definite date on it.

Now as I continue on in life I am venturing out to find a new job, and a new place to live out part of my day's, and of course make sick money. My first job interview is tomorrow so wish me luck but for now I am enjoying being unemployed and free of that burden, even if it is only for a day.