"I found The Joker's psyche disturbing, his dementia alarming - and his charm irresistible! What can I tell ya? The guy just did it for me."---Harley Quinn

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Failure

I failed. I did not reach my goal, but this was something I had been aware of from the start. I also did not divulge my New Years Resolutions like I said I would, so let me do that now.

1.Exercise to lose weight and feel better.
I really need to lose weight because a little extra is ok but too much can be harmful to your health and I have diabetes that runs in the woman of my family to worry about. I also have a wardrobe full of clothes that are meant to fit someone twenty pounds lighter. I'm currently depressed and shedding some of the weight will certainly help boost my spirits. A large part of this will be cutting back on bad carbs. like white bread and pasta's as well as lessening my sugar intake. This means more honey in my tea and less desserts.
2.Write more to expand my creativity and finish my novels.
I find that the more I write the more my creativity flows and the randomness increases. I become very interesting and quirky and the depth of my characters expands. Also leaving so much undone is never a good thing and I do need to complete a great many works before I can start any others.
3.Find a job that I enjoy to save money and pay off bills
My credit card is almost maxed out and my bank account is holding on my a string. Unfortunately I am so very picky about a job and I find my creativity is stunted fully when I work at a job I dislike for too long. So I would prefer something part time to pay off what I owe and then start to save so my husband and I can move but at the same time keep my time and mind open and available for writing so that way I do not have to sacrifice anything. Have my cake and eat it too, oh wait no dessert's, um, have my steak and eat it too!